d'Past

Thoughts of the past runs through the mind constantly
starting to hate the things that happened
starting to hate myself for letting it happen
i knew such things would have happen but i still went on with it
why was i such a fool?
why did i do it?
why it has to happen to me?
why cant it have happen to someone else?
why must it hurt so much?
why does thoughts of it keep coming back?
why cant i find a way to change it?
why cant i find a way from stopping it to happen again and again?

Thought of u =)

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok
Yeah it´s ok
And the moments when my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
'Cuz every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

juz a morning update

Sometimes when you are hurt, no one cares.
Sometimes when you are sad, no one see's.
Sometimes when you cry, no one looks.

But when your fart one time, Everyone notices!

haha have a nice day everyone =)

L.O.V.E

Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

=D

I Don't Mind When Our Conversations 

Get A Little Boring Or When We're Texting; 

We Run Out Of Things To Say .

I Don't Care When We're Hanging Out; 

We're Doing Absolutely Nothing , 

Because Just Having You Is Enough To Make Me Happy

Where r u? =/

What happened to us?

We were best friends who did everything 

together then one day it stopped, 

and now you look at me like 

a piece of dirt on your shoe. What did i do?

=)

I will never be your first kiss,

I will never be your first love. 

I'm not your 

first valentine, 

first fight, 

first teddy bear, 

  or first date. 
  I'm not in this to be your first anything,.. 
  I just want to be your last.

Interesting quote

LOL found tis interesting quote on fb likes


When I die, friends and family will go to my funeral. 
Good friends will cry at my funeral 
and reminisce about all the good times we had together.
But my best friend will change my FB status to "Chilling With Jesus"

HAHA those wud b one heck of a best fren.....
hmmm its a nice cold morning today,
feeling the urge of getting a starbuck drink to awaken n energize me.....
Shud i get it or nt?? i so hate to make decisions like tis

Freundschaft

FRIENDSHIP♥
is knowing someone is there for you
knowing that they will do anything for you
knowing that they will stand up for you
is knowing they will keep promises
but everyone makes mistakes
sometimes they may not be there
maybe they won't have the strenghth to fight back
every once in a while a secret might slip
there might be times when a promise must break
but no one is perfect
and you learn to accept it because

THAT'S WHAT FRIENDSHIP IS

do i have tat in u?

könnte ich?

Let me first say that you're so charming.
Don't you think that you could use someone to charm?
I would sit back, I would laugh, I would laugh again.
Ohh.
And maybe you'd like someone to greet you at the door after a long, long day.
I'm here for you, if you let me.

I will be the one you say goodnight to.
I will be the one you say goodnight to.

Das Gefühl des Herzens

Life has been full of thoughts lately
till i was thinking so much of you lately
Sometimes i wonder whether there are problems with the communication satellite
cuz we've seldom talk dy and im missing it
Been trying to sent out msges bt it seem to never reached
cuz im still missing you
Theres so much on my mind
bt i juz cnt seem to express it out
Among the thoughts on my mind
thoughts abt you are the most
Thoughts tat i try to avoid
i seem to always think abt you
Besides that realised tat life been full of issues
juz to let you knw that i am always here for you
Ppl tend to not realise tat v always nid frens to b there for them
n i wud b always here to help you
Sum wud think wrong of the help other offer
i m here for you nt becoz i have feeling for you bt cuz i care for you
True frens are always there for each other
bt it is aso true tat i do have feelings for you
Best frens wud b there even often
n i knw tat u dun like tat so i try nt to show
We shud b happy to have frens like tat
besides u do deserve sum1 better than me
And aso appreciate their frendship
even tho i always think of you

♥ says it all

Dunno y i have been in the mood for love lately
i hope its nt cuz of u
I guess it mite be becoz of her
i knw it seems weird for me to like u besides u like sum1 else
This songs sumhw caught my attention

 Guess i m kinda missing tat person so much
i knw i like talk to u nearly daily
But then i juz dunno wats wit my mind
i guess i juz dun want to tell u too late like hw it is in tis song

Well anyhw v gotta let wats suppose to happen, happen rite?
im sory if these words hurt or offend u in anyway, its juz hw i feel
Among all the love song i reli love those love songs
i knw u too will like the songs =)
For me these two songs r real meaningful
ENJOY ^^

el amor~ the international language ♥

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

Smile~Lächeln~sourire~sonrisa~sorriso~glimlach~=)~♥

Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.
=)
I dunno wat happened in ur life
dun let things tat happen bring u down
i knw wat i try to do to cheer u up mite nt work at times
watever happened, leave it aside and juz smile
seeing u smile makes me feel glad
ur little smile cn brighten up the whole world
seeing you smile makes me feel glad tat ur happy
happiness is the greatest thing a person can ever own
and i hope that u are happy always
tho at times things may seem hard
bt no matter wat happens i m always there for u
i hope u may go thru it wit a smile 
i wanna see u smile everyday of my life ms.kitty
juz remember no matter wat u always have sum1 behind u


there for u to help u watever ur goin thru.........


smile =)
♥~ILY

Geheimnisse

SECRETS.........
it simply means sumthing to b kept from knowledge or view or in other words concealed
its dependably discreet
it cud b sumthing operating in a hidden or confidential manner
its sumthing nt expressed or even if it was expressed it wud b expressed inwardly
it's at times only known or shared by the initiated
its beyond ordinary understanding, so mysterious

Our life is constantly filled with many secrets sum r knw sum r juz invisible to our eyes
the so mysterious and unique word "secret" which my dear ms.kitty said to me, made me ponder a little more abt it, nvr tot i wud talk abt a word like, guess its juz sumthing so beautiful in its own way till v at times nvr noticed its beauty, remember hw when v used to b small v used to make up so many types of secret code,
have u ever rekindle those memories
have u ever reembrace those fun moments u had wit ur frens wit those secret codes
as v grow older v cum up wit more n more secrets
sum r gud, sum r bad
sum even still cum up wit secret codes tat only u n ur frens knw
secrets have help us in many way
in good or in bad
it has kept our life interesting
bt that does not mean v cn have bad secrets
too much of bad secrets is bad for our health
well ms.kitty
use our secret code to find out the apple of my heart
use a mirror and u'll knw who i like^^
i hope that the secret does not scare u
its u i actually like, i juz din knw hw to tell u
i hope it does nt affect anything
yes ur the girl i like
=D

Überraschungen

Life is always full of surprises, there r many types of surprises
one of the most common surprises are bday surprises
especially when u get it from sum1 u nvr excepted to get it from
even love do have its own surprises
sumtimes u tink that the love wont work out
bt then in the end "surprise!"
it actually happen
so far in my life i been to so many weddings
in all the weddings aso i c true love in their eyes
bt when i luk at the couples around me
usually the guy will go after the girl for their looks
i guess every1's love life is a surprise
no1 will knw hw their life wud turn out to be
sumtimes i wonder wat is reli love
its like an nvr ending chapter
v cn nvr be sure the meaning of true love
it seems to b a very complex stuff
more complex than our human body
hope sumday i cn discover the meaning of love