No sé qué título poner

The year is coming to an end,
A brand new year is just around the corner,
No matter what life still just continues,
It doesn't end and start anew like life,
This is the time of the year ppl tend to look back,
They see the things they have did in tis yes,
Comparison wit wat they did,
They try to set new goals for the new year,
They try their very best to achieve something in the new year,
They even try to correct the mistakes in the past,
They don't juz correct it,
They make sure those mistakes dun happen again,
One beauty wit the new year is that it is juz 6 days after Christmas,
Christmas is a day where v remember the birth of Jesus,
A new life for Him and aso for us,
With all these comes celebration,
Sum ppl love celebration,
Sum ppl hate celebration,
Sum ppl celebrate alone,
Sum ppl celebrate wit their frens,
Sum celebrate wit joy,
Sum celebrate wit tears,
How r u celebrating it?
Life is juz so interesting and weird at times,
Its juz like those hills u see around us,
It has peaks and valley,
Our life aso the same,
It has its own peaks and valleys,
At times the peaks last for a long time,
At times the valleys last for a long time,
You cn nvr predict wats gonna happen,
Ppl always say u define ur fate,
Well its true,
Bt its nt entirely in ur hand,
God will have His plans,
Cuz whenever he closes a door,
He always opens a window,
Whenever he closes a window,
He opens an air vent,
Whenever he closes an air vent,
He opens hole thru the wall,
God always have back up plans for u,
In case u screw up wit wat u doin,
At times when life is at its valleys,
It may seem like emoing is the best thing to do,
It may seem like if u emo ppl wit tend to talk to u,
Bt actually its harming u,
Cuz after sum time ppl mite tink u juz emo for attention,
At the same time,
Its not gud to hide ur feelings,
Especially if its depression,
Cuz if u do it may lead to many health and mental issues,
This is when gud frens come in,
There is a saying that goes,
A friend is like a book in the library,
While a gud fren is the library,
So therefore when u make frens,
Make frens wit those whom u cn trust,
Ppl whom will b there for u,
Thru gud and bad,
For rich or for poor,
In sickness and in health,
LOL sorry for the wedding vows,
Ahh wedding,
The purest of all things,
Something so holy,
Something no men shud divide,
Wedding is the only matrimony,
That in our whole life,
Unites two souls together,
Bt nwadays v cn c so many divorce cases out there,
When ask for a reason,
They say they lost the love they had for each other,
They dunno the person whom they live wit anymore,
Well they shud have thought wisely b4 they married then,
A pure things like tis shud go thru so many consideration,
They shud knw their partners very well,
B4 they commit themselves entirely to each,
There r many consequences in divorce,
Especially if they already have kids,
As the impat of the divorce,
Largely affects the children,
Tis is how life is,
It cn relate one thing to another easily,
And the list cn nvr end,
How nice if life is like tat,
At the same time it wud b very ugly if life is lyk tat,


To my dear cousin, I knw u have been bz lately, so dun blame urself for nt being there for me when i need u,
Yea i been thru a tough life bt im glad i have cousins like u, bt i guess im more used to i being there for u than u being there for me,
Honestly ur advice does not suck bt actually its juz tat things i tried b4 n nvr worked b4, bt i wil keep trying it cuz u said it




You're my everything
The sun that shines above you makes the blue bird sing
The stars that twinkle way up in the sky 
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright
You're my everything
You never have to worry never fear
For I am near when I hold you tight
there's nothing that can harm you in the lonely night
I'll come to you and keep you safe and warm 
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make
You're my everything
I live upon the land and see the sky above
I'll swim within oceans sweet and warm
There's no storm my love 
Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

la beauté di un mujer

It's beautiful, your honesty You cry when you need to You say what you feel You're never afraid to wear you heart on your sleeve You're always so open with me It's in your voice, I can hear it The sound of a woman in love Only a woman can love you so much Give you her life and give you her trust Not any woman can do what you do Only a woman like you It's magical, your love for me It's more than a man could ever receive I'm just a man and it's hard to believe A woman like you could love me It's in your eyes, I can see it The look of a woman in love Only a woman can love you so much Give you her life and give you her trust Not any woman can do what you do Only a woman like you If only I could find the words to say But I just can't, so forgive me Cause you took the words away You answered every prayer I always prayed It's in your touch, I can feel it The feeling of a woman in love Only a woman can love you so much Give you her life and give you her trust Not any woman can do what you do Only a woman like you Only a woman can love you so much Give you her life and give you her trust Not any woman can do what you do Only a woman like you

Amore mente

When somebody loved me,

Everything was beautiful

Every hour we spent together lives within my heart

And when she was sad,

I was there to dry her tears

And when she was happy,

So was I

When she loved me

Through the summer and the fall

We had each other, that was all

Just she and I together,

Like it was meant to be

And when she was lonely,

I was there to comfort her

And I knew that she loved me

So the years went by

I stayed the same

But she began to drift away

I was left alone

Still I waited for the day

When she'd say I will always love you

Lonely and forgotten,

I'd never thought she'd look my way

And she smiled at me and held me just like she used to do

Like she loved me

When she loved me

When somebody loved me

Everything was beautiful

Every hour we spent together lives within my heart

When she loved me

One of my fav.....

Saw the hidden hole in the road.....

I do not know what to think 

I do not know what to do

I am sitting here in tears 

Because I will never be with you

I thought you would be the one

To take away my feelings of blue

But now I can see

That I was so truely wrong

I have been thinking a long time 

About you and me

But now I can see

That maybe it was never meant to be

Where do I go from here?

What am I meant to think?

I think of you, and shed a tear

As my confidence slowly sinks

I could not care less

About anything other than you right now

I feel such a mess

How did I fall for you so quickly?

Thank you for telling me that you like sum1 else ady,

Lucky i din love you too deep,
I hope this wont affect anything between us,
Gud luck to u and that guy of urs,
hope u too are happy always.
I am sorry if my action affected you.
I AM SORRY.

Still Frenz??......

I was cold and hurting

lost out in the night

wandering and searching

for heaven's light

I saw the night sky clearing

when you spread your rainbow wings

But little did I know

what joy you would bring

From that moment on

a friendship did start

you kissed away my tears

and sheltered my heart

I bless the day God

sent him from above

But then I grew fearful

for I had fallen in love

I told you this feeling

and what did you say?

You said you liked our friendship

and that's how it would stay

I cried for a friendship I thought I lost

But then felt your warm, gentle hand

You then whispered in my ear

that by my side you'll forever stand

A great love song........

Am i on the wrong path?? hmmmm......

How do you keep the music playing?

How do you make it last?

How do you keep the song from fading too fast?

How do you lose yourself to someone?

And never lose your ways

How do you not run out of new things to say?

And since we're always changing

How can it be the same?

And tell me how, year after year

You're sure your heart will fall apart

Each time you hear his name

I know the way i feel for you. it's now or never

The more i love, the more that i'm afraid

That in your eyes i may not see forever, forever

If we can be the best of lovers

Yet be the best of friends

If we can try with everyday to make it better as it grows

With any luck, then i suppose, the music never ends

I know the way i feel for you it's now or never!

pensées indésirables.........

to 比可乐特.....

everyday i look at the bigger picture that God painted,

and it juz seems to remind me of u everyday,

i tink i am starting to produce heartly things toward u,

it mite cud b juz a crush,

it mite b juz a misintepretion by my body's CPU,

u have been sucha great amingo,

since the first day v clinged to each other as though v knew each other for a long time,

u always cheered me up and always made me smile,

u were always there for me as a fantastic fren,

tis cud b juz an imagination,

juz an imagination by my mind,

juz becoz u treat me so well doesnt mean u too have feelings for me,

i muz make my mind knw tis,

i muz make it stop,

i want to cherish the frenship v r having,

i dun wan things lyk tis to affect it,

God plz help me thru tis temptation.

munyee i tink i dun nid to tell u who is tis person cuz when u c the name i tink u knw dy
keep it our secret k? 

lol mel dun wory i knw u knw who dy cuz u n munyee tink alike
and to those who try translating the name its no use
onli those whom knw hw to read chinese and r smart enuf cn crack the code
and ziyue yea u knw who the person is cuz u knw my secrets dy

To all those whom live for music....

Dedicated to my 2nd cousin(Melissa James), always remember this when you nid a friend......=)

A new month, a new beginning......

Boo-yahhh!!! its finally october......
Got so much to do bt so little time.....
hope everything wud go well........
lol munyee y u tink juz becoz my post seem lyk its abt love doesnt mean its abt love.....haha well juz to let u and every1 else knw i gt many gud frenz and most of them r gurl and most of them r veli close to me bt doesnt mean i lyk them or wat la........there r ways to knw if i lyk sum1 bt its in a abnormal way cuz i m ABNORMAL.....
haha gud luck in figuring out hw to identify whether i lyk sum1 or wat......
well anyhw i m veli lucky to have gud frenz lyk u all.....

One of my FAV song(i not emoing k!)....=)

Yet another day.....

had quite a nice day yesterday.....
went out wit my fren from UTAR....
had sum fun and ended up spending our last moments in mcD(i gt to find a new spot man, too much of mcD)

wanted to intro her to my other two frens darren and melvin....
bt those two ended up coming late.....
well there mite b another time for me to intro her to them.....
2day was a real boring day.....
melvin is nt here, darren followed him, they went KL.....
and all my other close frenz seem to b at least 50km away from ipoh.......
so spent some time sleeping....lol =P

to a sum1 out there.....
i reli miss u....
i miss the times v spent together.....
i miss the things v did 2gether....
i shudn't have gave u bak d gift u gave me for my 16th bday.....
then at least i wud have sumthing to remember u.....
i hope v cn become wat we were last time again.....
i reli reli MISS YOU alot.....
and to piglet, u knw who u r cuz d other day i called u piglet.....
i will tell u wat i wanted to tell u after time allows me to tell u wat i wanna tell u after i knw wat to tell u abt wat i wanna tell u......haha.....K its GETTING late.....
GOTTA go BED.....
PENs off

To that sum1.....U knw who u r....=)

And I can't believe it's YOU I can't believe it's true
I needed you and you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave
I'd be a fool
'Cause I've finally found someone who really cares

You held my hand
When it was cold
When I was lost
You took me home
You gave me hope
When I was at the end
And turned my lies
Back into truth again
You even called me friend

Love and itz truth.......

Juz for those out there whom keep on asking me abt tis, well no i m nt in love with any1 and i m nt trying to hide anything k......
i juz dun have the mood for love rite nw cuz my life is quite hectic rite nw......
besides even if i m in d mood 4 love, the type of gurl i want wud b hard to find.......
i want sum1 whom trust me n does nt always suspect especially when i go out wit my fren whom r gurl.....
i want sum1 whom understands me throughly and knws hw i m witout me telling her.....
i want sum1 whom knws wat she wants and does nt do things by juz goin wit the flow........i want sum1 whom give me the space i want whenever i want sum space alone or wit frenz.......
i want sum1 whom loving, caring and compassionate......
i want sum1 whom is a gud motivator.......i want sum1 whom is a positive thinker......i want sum1 whom is a gud listener......i want sum1 whom is a gud comforter and consoler........tis is wat i want in a gurl.....i knw it is veli hard to find sum1 lyk tis bt i willing to take the risk......i aso knw tat tis expectation r quite high bt who knws miracle mite happen......i wont tink abt love till a gitl wit tis type of characteristic cum into my life........




btw i m nt the type tat wud feel weird if my gf is msging a guy, cuz i trust my gf n i knw tat guy cuz b her close fren or wat........

Movie

went out wit an old fren of mine after a veli veli veli long time.....
at first wanted to go watch piranha bt in the end ended up watching tis movie "Legend of the Guardians".....
it was a great movie and the since it was a 3D movie it made it even better......

Frenz Forever

To all my frenz.....
Victor, Nicholas Aw, Kam mou, Chee Ann, Wen xian, GG lam and all my other frenz from UTAR tat i mite missed out......
hope tat tis does nt happen to us......

I'm BaK.....

I'M so SORRY blog.......
I knw i left u abandon for a veli Veli VEli VELi VELI long time........
WELL i'm BAK nw.....