d'Past

Thoughts of the past runs through the mind constantly
starting to hate the things that happened
starting to hate myself for letting it happen
i knew such things would have happen but i still went on with it
why was i such a fool?
why did i do it?
why it has to happen to me?
why cant it have happen to someone else?
why must it hurt so much?
why does thoughts of it keep coming back?
why cant i find a way to change it?
why cant i find a way from stopping it to happen again and again?

Thought of u =)

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok
Yeah it´s ok
And the moments when my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
'Cuz every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

juz a morning update

Sometimes when you are hurt, no one cares.
Sometimes when you are sad, no one see's.
Sometimes when you cry, no one looks.

But when your fart one time, Everyone notices!

haha have a nice day everyone =)

L.O.V.E

Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

=D

I Don't Mind When Our Conversations 

Get A Little Boring Or When We're Texting; 

We Run Out Of Things To Say .

I Don't Care When We're Hanging Out; 

We're Doing Absolutely Nothing , 

Because Just Having You Is Enough To Make Me Happy

Where r u? =/

What happened to us?

We were best friends who did everything 

together then one day it stopped, 

and now you look at me like 

a piece of dirt on your shoe. What did i do?

=)

I will never be your first kiss,

I will never be your first love. 

I'm not your 

first valentine, 

first fight, 

first teddy bear, 

  or first date. 
  I'm not in this to be your first anything,.. 
  I just want to be your last.

Interesting quote

LOL found tis interesting quote on fb likes


When I die, friends and family will go to my funeral. 
Good friends will cry at my funeral 
and reminisce about all the good times we had together.
But my best friend will change my FB status to "Chilling With Jesus"

HAHA those wud b one heck of a best fren.....
hmmm its a nice cold morning today,
feeling the urge of getting a starbuck drink to awaken n energize me.....
Shud i get it or nt?? i so hate to make decisions like tis

Freundschaft

FRIENDSHIP♥
is knowing someone is there for you
knowing that they will do anything for you
knowing that they will stand up for you
is knowing they will keep promises
but everyone makes mistakes
sometimes they may not be there
maybe they won't have the strenghth to fight back
every once in a while a secret might slip
there might be times when a promise must break
but no one is perfect
and you learn to accept it because

THAT'S WHAT FRIENDSHIP IS

do i have tat in u?

könnte ich?

Let me first say that you're so charming.
Don't you think that you could use someone to charm?
I would sit back, I would laugh, I would laugh again.
Ohh.
And maybe you'd like someone to greet you at the door after a long, long day.
I'm here for you, if you let me.

I will be the one you say goodnight to.
I will be the one you say goodnight to.

Das Gefühl des Herzens

Life has been full of thoughts lately
till i was thinking so much of you lately
Sometimes i wonder whether there are problems with the communication satellite
cuz we've seldom talk dy and im missing it
Been trying to sent out msges bt it seem to never reached
cuz im still missing you
Theres so much on my mind
bt i juz cnt seem to express it out
Among the thoughts on my mind
thoughts abt you are the most
Thoughts tat i try to avoid
i seem to always think abt you
Besides that realised tat life been full of issues
juz to let you knw that i am always here for you
Ppl tend to not realise tat v always nid frens to b there for them
n i wud b always here to help you
Sum wud think wrong of the help other offer
i m here for you nt becoz i have feeling for you bt cuz i care for you
True frens are always there for each other
bt it is aso true tat i do have feelings for you
Best frens wud b there even often
n i knw tat u dun like tat so i try nt to show
We shud b happy to have frens like tat
besides u do deserve sum1 better than me
And aso appreciate their frendship
even tho i always think of you